Summer Girl

Summer girl in the pastel dress
Why are you laughing when your hair's a mess.
Spring's gone yet there are blossoms in your smile,
I know I wouldn't find another girl like you.

Summer girl dancing in the rain,
What do you feel when all I feel is pain.
Winter's not far away but don't seem to care,
I wouldn't change the way you fare.

Summer girl singing in the night
Don't be afraid everything's alright,
I will always be by your side
Keeping all your worries aside.

I wanna see the world through your eyes
Take every stride by your side.
Summer girl don't ever want to let you go
Summer girl you know I've fallen for you.

Of life and trying times

This pain of separation stings my
heart everyday,
It hurts me through the night in
every way,
We were happy but that was our
past.
I have loved you and will always do
Till I breathe my last.
In this empty space away from the
world of those cruel beasts who
call themselves our well-wishers,
I lie on my bed.
These eyes that once used to dive
into yours are now closed forever,
These ears that once used to hear
your voice everyday will now hear
nothing but silence,
These lips that once used to say all
things that you loved to
hear are now shut without uttering
a single word,
This voice that once used to fill the
air with laughter and joy will never
be heard any more.
These hands that were once locked
with yours are now hanging loose
in the air,
And now I lie on my bed
emotionless.

Have you ever loved...

Have you ever loved?
Like in the movies,
where they fall in love at first sight.
Stayed up all night,
Talkin on the phone,
Showed her off to your friends,
Waited in the pouring rain,
Gone broke due to the gifts you gave,
Apologized even though you didn't
do anything wrong,
Stayed up all night writing letters,
Prayed to God for her health,
Avoided friends for her sake,
But in the end you watch her back as she leaves you.

Have you ever been heartbroken?
Punched the wall so hard,
Picked up a cigarette even though
you didn't smoke,
Avoided a place thinking that you
would meet her,
Written a text that you couldn't
send.

I have been heart broken at times,
Hated her as much as I loved her,
Deleted her number even though I
couldn't forget.
Erased all the Messages and
thought that all the sad songs in
this world was about me, about our love.